5 Months post-op update

Jan 30, 2010

So okay....I am 5 months out, tommorrow I will be exactly 24 weeks post-op and I have lost a total of 63 pounds...
I have 48 pounds to goal!      48 pounds????!!!!

I am now in ONDERLAND!!! (198 lb)

So why do i feel so weird? Why am I not bouncing off the walls? I promised myself i would make a video once i reached onederland....and haven't had the passion to do it yet!!!
I feel so disconnected from it all....I feel like I am on the outside looking in......It's just too weird!

I think my problem is guilt....I have been making a few wrong food choices and I think I am feeling a bit dissapointed in myself. I do not have the intolerances that other RNY post-opers have....Don't get me wrong, I haven' tried anything over the top, but the food tems i did eat, I had no adverse reactions.

My excercise has not been up to par.......so I beat myself up about that (I don't have a gym membership and it is too COLD outside!!!)

I have not been able to go to my local support group meetings because my daughter has games on support night and we only have 1 car...so...I am just praying that things get back on track by the spring.

Well, just thought I would document my feelings and thoughts. I hope everyone is doing well.

Blessings

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