I Can Do It!

Jan 24, 2009

So last year around this time I was supposed to have gastric bypass surgery. I had a panic attack the morning of the surgery and cancelled. I am due to have gastric bypass on Tuesday and I am feeling slight anxiety. I am doing WAy better than last year though. I really really really hope I can get through this without loosing my mind. I keep saying that I deserve this...that this surgery shouldn't be scary becasue it heals me and I am worth being healed. I am actually excited which I wasnt last time. I also have positioned myself to have alot more support than last time. This year I have more friends to lean on, a shrink, my family. Last year I didnt discuss this with my friends and didnt have a shrink. I am ready and I can do this!!! I deserve to be thin and for the fist time, I want to see what I look like without a fatter face!

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