Praise the Lord! Your time is fastly approaching and ALL is going to be just fine w/you. Tell your daughter not to worry because you are going to be in the best of hands...the hands of the Lord!!! And HE is going to guide the hands of the physician/surgeon, so it is well!! This is a time when you are questioning your decision and a whole lot of things, but just "Be still and know" (Psalm 46:10) God has worked it out for you to have this surgical procedure to be a better, healthier and more energetic individual for SELF (FIRST) in order to enjoy life w/loved ones...daughter, significant other, family and friends. Be encouraged. IT IS YOUR TIME FOR YOUR THING, GIRL! KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!!