Almost there

Feb 28, 2009

I have surgery in two days and I'm getting nervous and excited. I have a lot of trouble sleeping. I've been having bizarre dreams about surgery and when I wake up, I can't get back to sleep because my head is racing. It's crazy. I thought I might be paralyzed with fear at this point, but I'm not. That's not to say I don't think of the bad things that could happen, but I think I've accepted that I can live with my decision regardless of what happens. But anyways, I'm feel like I'm floating, I'm so happy. I can't wait to get this over with so I can start living again.

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