M. watts
My name is mariah, im 15 i weigh about 350 and im 5'8. Ive been a bigger kidd practicly my whole life, its been hard and im ready to change. Ive tried dieting and exersize but everytime i seem to cheat no matter what. I mean ive got to the point were i would take food in my room and eat it to hide it from my mom. Its like i eat all the time, im a very emotional person and food just seems to always comfort me. I never really meant to get this big but i guess im not the only one. Ive been to the doctor time after time to help me with my weight but nothing ever seemed to stick. Everyone has always told me, oh thats just baby fat it will go away as you get older. But boy were they wrong. The last time i went to the doctor for my weight we mentioned atipex wich is a weight loss pill but he declined and he said only WLS would help me. And i was like okay woah did he just say what i think he said. It turns out he did..haha and i completely agreed, so its been about 8 months since ive been doing tons of research, watching videos. I couldnt possibly be more excited. Ive had blood drawn so many times my arm i permanently numb haha ive had 2 sleep studies done and im on a cpap machine for my sleep apnea. Im all set and my firsy appoinment is on september 18, 2007 at Cincinattii Childrens Hospital. But i live in Kentucky so i guess were gonna be driving for a while haha. But im suppose to be having laprascopic Gastric Bypass =] Im so happy its like a dream come true.
