Things are getting better

Jun 05, 2012

 Steve and I are back on track went from friends seeing each other right after the news of the miscarriage back to dating today.  I am feeling a lot better about him and I.  It is still hard dealing iwth the loss but each day I am getting better.  I have 13 days until I start my preop diet and 38 days till surgery I am getting so close.
I have had two major NSV in the past few days walked a total of 8 miles 3 on sunday and 5 last night.  I also since I had rented a car to go to Toronto for my preop did all of my shopping on sunday getting ready for my preop diet without the aid of my service dog.
Which broguht me to the realiztion it really is social anxiety that gets the best of me and public transportation is a huge trigger.  My dad wants to cosign a car loan for me but I have to come up with a downpayment which will be interesting considering i am on disability but I will work on it it will just take me a while.

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