November 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020
Today was not as hard as I thought it would be to get back on track with the food. I had to keep myself thinking all day about it but I got through.
My husband has been on vacation since Nov.12. He has done a couple of things around the house when I ask him to. Otherwise he has planted his hind end on the couch and has watched sports non-stop. A great vacation it is for him. I cannot stand it anymore. He does not go back to work until the 24th of Nov. I hope I don't rip my hair out. He will watch sports until the minute he has to go back to work.
I need to get through this surgery, he will not be of any use to me. I have a sister that lives an hour from me, I think I am going to go stay with her. I just cannot be here. Gio will not be able to give me the support I need. Unfortunate for him, I really don't think I need him anymore.