Need some help and prayers

Feb 16, 2010

WOW I have to get more disciplined on writing more but also in LIFE.  I went to the doctor for my check up got on the scale then ran off crying for about an hour.  My nurse my dear friend aj had to have a serious talk with me because I would not stop crying I feel so much like a failure in this journey I did this surgery to improve my life not for it to come crumbling down on me,  I have gain some weight back and it has been on my mind so much later I can not be that same person who was scared to look in the mirror or take pictures I am starting to lose the confidence that I had when I started losing the weight Not going to lie have not gain complete discipline as yet but I am not going to give up on myself or this LIFE. Please pray for me   

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