Robin L.
I have given up
Sep 16, 2008
I am here
Sep 09, 2007
Good News
Aug 19, 2007
If anyone would like to join me for a walk around the Tonkawa football feild let me know.. I work at Ponca every day except Thursday & Friday & would walk with anyone here in Ponca on those days I get off work at 5pm on Saturday & Sunday & 3:30pm on all my other days. I do alot better when I have someone to talk to while I am walking...Seems alot easier to me anyway...
Another visit down the drain
Jul 21, 2007
I have been super depressed...I told Kathy that at weight wise & she told me to follow up with my Dr. so I called Dr. Sterrt's office Friday & got machine & I left message saying I thought my zoloft was not helping anymore because I have been really depressed more than usual. I was a bit teary eyed..
His nurse called me back & asked the usual questions & asked if I ever had thoughts of suicide & I said yeah but I would never act on them & the next thing I know the police are at my door.. Saying Willie had called them & said his nurse told him that I had told her that I wanted to "END IT ALL" I ASSURE YOU....I NEVER SAID THAT! Needless to say I was taken to the police station..I went on my own free will with them & I sat in front seat & they were super nice to me..But the nurse & the police officers were just doing thier jobs & I am thankful for them..but all I wanted was to see if Dr. Street would get me in for a viisit so I could see about getting my meds changed.
Anyways that was what happened during my 2 days off this week..I have been deppresed a very long time...but these last two weeks or more it seems to have gotten worse.....I took my 1st lexapro last night & Kathy told me to only take 100mg of the Zoloft instead of 200 & then cut it down to 50 and then start taking only the lexapro. I am very hesitant about calling Dr. Street's office for fear of them putting me in the hospital.. Anyway I am doing better today...Anyone wana go walking with me at the football field...I need to get this weight off...Jesus please help me..I can't do it on my own..I will leave it at your feet..I pray you will help me..
Hi
Jul 18, 2007
I am so stressed..I am so wanting to give up...I mean in a few months it will be a year...I still have not lost the weight...well I have lost some but as usual it comes right back on...I am a failure.............
I can't do this
Jul 10, 2007
I think it may be best just to give up..I can't do it...
Mutters to self
Jul 01, 2007
I bombed...
Jun 23, 2007
I am disappointed at the 2 pound gain..Seems like I will never lose the weight I need to lose...So depressing....
PLEASE PRAY
Jun 12, 2007
Below is a praise report on Mackenzie! SHE IS CANCER FREE! PRAISE BE TO GOD...HE IS OUR HEALER!
HE IS HEALING KALEB AS WE SPEAK! PLEASE VISIT MACK'S PAGE! She is an ACE YOUNG FAN JUST LIKE ME!
She got to meet Ace! I'm so jealous! Please lift Mack & Kaleb in your prayers!
Here is Mack's Page
http://www.myspace.com/acesgirlfriend
Below is an update on Mack
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Miracles still happen!!!
We knew the healing was done in the spirit... but today, the healing is done in the flesh!!! Praise the Lord, you have just been a part of a miracle! Against all odds, statistics and every doctors prediction, the leukemia has PERISHED!!!!! There was no leukemia found in Mack's marrow today and healthy cells were seen emerging. Engraftment is occuring and it is just a matter of time before Mack's counts come up. God is good! "The healing is done!" He has spoken!!! We are completely floored!!!!! There are no words to describe the power and might of our great God! His faithfulness is mind boggling! We still have a long way to go, but we are greatful that the path is still before us and it hasn't abruptly ended. Continued prayers for protection from infections and protection of all Mack's organs as they have so much to process. And prayers for the new cells to continue to engraft and multiply providing new life in these new cells!!!! Wow, my mind is going in so many directions right now. How can I not fall to my knees and praise the Lord? Join me in praising Him! More tomorrow. With love and gratitude, Amy
Please visit Kaleb too! PLEASE PLEASE PRAY LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER PRAYED BEFORE FOR THESE 2 CHILDREN & PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL CHILDREN WHO SO NEED OUR PRAYERS..
TOGETHER WE CAN PRAY THESE SWEET BABIES INTO A TOTAL HEALING...MACK IS PROOF OF THAT!
Kaleb's Page
OKLAHOMA IS CELEBRATING HER CENTENIAL
May 31, 2007
Since OKLAHOMA IS CELEBRATING HER CENTENIAL I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE INTERESTED IN THIS:
If someone mentions California, what do you think of? Hollywood, L.A., crowded freeways, beaches and Arnold Schwarzenneger? California, of course, is so much more than that. How about Maine? I think of cold weather, people with funny accents and lobsters. What if someone brings up Idaho. Does it bring to mind potatoes?
When people hear the name of our state, it seems the first thing that comes to mind is not Oklahoma, but "Oklahoma!" The 1943 musical, the first for Richard Rogers and Oscar Hammerstein, is the first thing most people in America think of when they hear about the Sooner State.
Having people associate our state with a beloved musical is certainly better than some alternatives, like rednecks and tornadoes, but it certainly isn't representative of today's Oklahoma.
"Oklahoma!" is a delight. The story of cowboys and farmers finding love in Oklahoma territory features classic music and ground-breaking choreography, including the dream ballet illustrating Laurey's difficulty in choosing a suitor between cowboy Curley and farmhand Jud Fry.
It also gave us our state song, which never fails to bring Oklahomans to their feet, which can prove a bit unnerving for performers in touring versions of the show who, during stops in Oklahoma, must deal with a standing ovation before the final curtain comes down.
"Oklahoma!" is a classic of American musical theater and deserves its place in the pantheon of enduring entertainment treasures.
It is not, however, an accurate indication of where our state has been, is today and is going. Oklahoma is not only the home of Ado Annie and Aunt Eller but of the aerosol can. That wonder of the age was invented in Bartlesville. Oklahoma City is the home of the parking meter, while the shopping cart was born in Ardmore.
The electric guitar also was invented in Oklahoma, by a Beggs musician named Bob Dunn. The first "Yield" sign was installed in Tulsa.
The state has more man-made lakes than any other state, which give us more than a million surface-acres of water and 2,000 more miles of shoreline than the Atlantic and Gulf coasts combined.
The Sooner State has produced more astronauts than any other state in the union. Owen Garriott is a hometown Enid boy, of course, while Tom Stafford is from Weatherford, Shannon Lucid from Oklahoma City, William Pogue from Okemah and the late Gordon Cooper from Shawnee.
Oklahoma is home to Amateur Softball Association, Sonic restaurants and more F4 and F5 tornadoes than any other state.
Oklahoma is the third-largest gas-producing state in the nation and ranks fourth in the production of wheat, cattle and calves, fifth in the production of pecans, sixth in peanuts and eighth in peaches.
The state's colors are neither the crimson and cream of the University of Oklahoma nor the orange and black of Oklahoma State but green and white.
Environmental Protection Agency recognizes Oklahoma as having the most diverse terrain of any state in the nation. The state, according to EPA, boasts 11 distinct ecoregions, one of only four states to have more than 10.
Oklahomans practice 73 major religions. The largest is the Southern Baptist Convention, with nearly 1,600 church and more than 960,000 members.
Oklahoma gave birth to Dick Tracy (cartoonist Chester Gould is a native of Pawnee) and Donald Duck (Clarence "Ducky" Nash, the original voice of Walt Disney's Donald, grew up in Watonga).
Oklahomans have survived the Dust Bowl, any number of killer tornadoes, the 1995 bombing of Oklahoma City's Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building and various oil booms and busts. Oklahoma is populated by people who are caring, giving, hard-working, patriotic and fiercely independent. Oklahoma is a good place to live, work and play.
The challenge in this, our centennial year, is to make the rest of America aware of what Oklahoma has to offer, besides beautiful mornings, fringe-laden surreys and a girl who "cain't say no."