RobinRN44
4 Weeks to go
Sep 20, 2010
I'm getting ready to soak in a nice, long, hot, bubble bath and I look at the calendar and see I have exactly 4 weeks left before my VSG. YAY!I still haven't told my husband that I'm doing this. He is a construction worker and is working out of state, coming home every other week for a day. It just so happens that he would be scheduled to be home when I am scheduled to be flying to San Antonio TX. He may be losing this position in the next 2 weeks and I'm hoping that he gets shifted to another job, so he won't be home when I need to fly out. He would most likely be shifted to a much farther location and wouldn't be able to come home. I'd love to surprise him with a SKINNY WIFE! I don't know why I am so afraid to tell him I made the decision and am having part of it financed, except that he wants to have all of our debt paid off. I understand and second that notion, but I am more interested in being healthy, so my health has taken first place.
OH has really become an obsession for me. I think it's because so many people are in the exact same place as I am, which is unusual for me. I work with a group of nurses that are all thin. Seriously. ALL OF THEM ARE THIN. I'm the fat one in the room during meetings and it makes me so self conscious. I'm a nurse and I know better. Again: HOW could I have LET myself GET THIS FAT?????
Soon I will be thin, healthy and fit.
CAN'T WAIT
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About Me
Becker, MN
Location
25.5
BMI
Surgery
10/18/2010
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Aug 08, 2010
Member Since
