25lbs to go before my first and might be my last goal.

Apr 11, 2009

 

Arms--15------15--0 off 
Calves-17 1/2--16--1 1/2off
Bust---41--39--2inches off
Hips---45--43--2inches off
Thighs-25--23 1/2--2 1/2inches off
Waist--36--34--2inches  off
Total off since last measuring 11 inches off

Total inches lost from Hips.......21 inches
Total inches lost from Waist....20 1/2 inches
Total inches lost from Bust.......8 1/2 inches
Total inches lost from thights...11 1/2 inches
Total inches lost from Arms......3 inches
Total inches lost from Calfs......3 1/2 inches
Total inches lost since surgery 68 inches!!!!

Well its been a while I know..but life is awesome. I fell fantastic and hate to say but lookin even more healthier and more fantastic then ever. Goin shopping is the fun part let me tell you. Its soo nice to go into any place and enjoy shopping cause I know they will have my size..size 12 baby!!!!! I never thought I'd be in a size 12 and a large shirt..some shirts are extra large..but hell thats ok by me. I have 25lbs to go before I hit my first goal that Im thinking is going to be my last goal of 150lbs. OMG Im soo bad at shopping now..I went to Kohls and umm spent wayyy to much money on work clothes...lmao but you know what..its soo worth it..Im not in debt but I did spend way to much but it was needed. Funny thing is, I can fit in my bf pants..lmao I never thought I'd see the day I'd be smaller then my guy. Even smaller then my ex husband..lmao ohh and my daughter too...My daughter is soo cute..she calls me bitch for being smaller then her..but its all in fun. She loves me..and is happy for me.

I do have to say Im finally employed again. I happen in March..and Im soo freakin happy to be working again. This company is awesome..and its busy like crazy..which I love. Once Im there for a year Im goin to look into having the extra skin removed..Im goin to see if I can use my insurance to have it removed..I know if I did that I would be so much smaller and have less skin hangin around. I do have to say that is the most frusterating part is getting rid of the extra skin. Fair warning to those who are lookin into the surgery..you work your ass off and the skin it taking for ever to go away. But, dont get me wrong..Im sooo pleased with the results..and I feel I look awesome in my size. Im just happy that my way of thinking hasnt changed. I thought for sure that I would feel less of a person being smaller..but I look at it this way. I just put more years on my heart by losing the weight I lost so far..and I'll be around for my new grandbaby more..

I hope that any of you that are thinking about doin the surgery to really sit back and think..your ok with your weight your at..but reality is your heart cant take it..and now..I sooo much more active. I do have my days when I feel blahh..but who doesnt. OMG let me tell you..just a few days of the blah feeling..being frusterated with the extra skin is ok...Only because I've come a long way its almost been a year and I've lost 133lbs Im almost at my first goal weight is to be 150lbs. I really think that will be my weight I will stop at. Seeing my bones on my collar is kinda strange..and feeling my spine...And I dunno but maybe 135lbs might be kinda strange weight..I really dont know just yet. Maybe once I figure out if I can have my insurance take my skin..I just might be at 135..wouldnt that be funny...But I do have to say after loosing all the weight..my ass isnt the same. When I sit..OMG its pain..Im constently sitting on my tail bone wrong..and that is a pain in the ass..lmao get it..pain in the ass..lmao. I've been workin on building my ass muscles so I wont have that problem..or cross my leg..OMG that is awesome..lmao..crossing my legs and not havin to force them to stay...

I sooo wish anyone that is thinkin about doin this..to really let go of the fear and just do it. Hell you only live once!!!

So, now your up to date on whats goin on in my life. My next step is getting a body lift and possibly boob job..either a life..or augmentation..still contimplating it.

Until the next time. Live life like your dying!!!

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