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It has been a while from the last time I posted any thing.  I know I should probably update more, but time is so crazy for me right now.  i am thrilled to say that I now weigh under 300lbs. I really cannot remeber when i have ever weight under 300lbs.  I truely blessed by god to have had this surgery.  He is so good.

POST-OP DAY 5
So, I officially on the loser's bench.  I had surgery on May 21st, fter many reschedualings.  I am actualy typeing this from the hospital.  I had a tiny leak so I had to stay a little longer than normal.  I am praying I get to coe home tomomorow.  It is so wild to think I have actually done it.  I have a littl tiny tummy now.  I have not been abe to eat or drink for 5 days so i really have not even experenced my new tummy yet.  I am still in shock that it has really happened.  I was a little upset to find out I could not go ome when expected but other than that it has been smooth sailing.  it has actually been a good thing that i was here 5 days, it has given me ample time to look back over my life.  There are a few areas besides weight loss that i need to take care of and a few relationships that I need to mend.  
I have to say I am so thankful for OH.  while in the hospital I posted that n needed a peep talk.  When I woke up the next morning my in box was flooded with emails saying that people had commented on my post.  You all have no idea how much that lifted my spirts and gave me a boost. Thank you for everyone here to has encouraged me along the way.  I am sure I will need you all more .
Well guys keep me in your thoughs and prayers.  I will update soon.

It has been a while from the last time I posted anything.  Like I said in my other post my new surguery date is May 14th.  To be honest time has went by realy fast it is almost a month away.  This last month I  am going to hit the gym harder than I ever have befor in my life.  I want to drop as much weight as I possably can befor my surgery.  Please keep your encouraging thoughts with me.  I am going to make this change. Even though the first few days maybe very sore I am willing to do this.  
I read a post the other day that talked about are you committed to WLS or just interested.  It really brought everything to reality  for me.  This is really going to happen. Sooner than I think it i will be here.  I will have had WLS.  There have been points in my life when I have only dreamed about this.  And here it is almost a month away.  WOW, how I have been blessed.  My dreams are truely becoming realities.  
So here I go...I am driving in head first.....There is no turning back.

So, If any of you have read my blog befor this one you already know that my surgery date had to be changed.  I was reall y dissappointed to find out that the date would change.  I was more than dissappointed I was PISSED.  I was more upset about all the class I had missed and all the schedualing changes people had made to make sure they could support me in my surgery.  Now I feel like I have com to terms with this change.  My new date is MAY 14th, 2008. I really want to try and lose about 50lbs between now and my surgery.  I want to be the smallest I can be when I have my surgery.  Lets pray that all this works out.  Thanks for reading my post I always like getting commets.  Thanks to eveyone who has sent mesages and comments the support really helps.

So, I am trying to convence myself that every things happens for a reason, but why does everything happen to me.  I am sapposed to have surgery on March 12th, but i wake to a voicemail from my Doctor saying that they have cancelled my surgery.  It would be an understatement to say I was furius.  So I call them back.  The reson why they say they cancelled it was because my cardiac clearance had not come to them yet.  The thing is they already have on cardiac clearance from August.  I hafd heart surgery in October so they wanted another one which is fine.  I was on my way to the cardiologist when I was listing to the voice mail.  So now they are saying it could be friday befor I get my surgury.  I know it is a minor set back, but it just pisses me off.  I feel like i was so close to my goal and now they pull this on me.  I am trying to tell myself there is a reson why this happen, God please openmy eyes so I can see the reason....As you can tell I am a little discouraged.

So, I start my liquid 3 day clear liquid diet tommorow.  I am not sure to say I am thrilled about it, but i am glad the date is getting closer.  March 12th is getting closer by the  minuet.  I also go and have my filter put in on Monday, that I am nervous about.  I am not sure why I just am.  I am getting nervous guys, I hope someone can tell me that these feelings are normal.  I will keep you all updated on my liquid diet and my cout down to my new life.

So, I am a newbie at this.  I am pretty excited that I found this website.  It has alot of useful information, even though I have not figured out how to use everthing.  Well I have surgury on March 12th.  This has been a long time coming and now that it is days away I am kind of scared.  I think this is normal.  I am excited about the out come and am ready to make this change in my life.  I just have to take it one day at a time.