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1 week away
Jun 26, 2008
Today I had my one week away from my birthday (GB) . CHeck up . the day started out ok. till doctor Hutcher came into the room. My BP was up and I just started Crying and telling him everything that has been going on. Plus I showed him a rash I had on my stomach. We figured out that it could be Lymes. I had pulled a couple of ticks off that area when Jim and I were working on the yard. Nice bulls eye type of rash. He gave me some Doxycycline( antibotics) and ordered addiional testing on my blood work.I went down to the lab ready to get my blood drawn when the technician said that my card had expired! Dam! I called Jim and hesaid he would comedown tommorrow so we could fix it, but in the mean time. No Labs. I wascrying so hard in the car I had to pull over for a minute and just let it out. So I went home because fed ex was delivering my computer back to me, but needed a signature. when I got here there was No tag , so that means they hadn't yet delivered it. He came @ 11:50am. Thank Goodness, something had gone right today. Then My friend Donald came to take me to lunch.. when I got back to school(work) I feltso tired that I went into the study lounge and took a nap. The people who were suppose to be here tonight couldn't make it. I told my boss about what happened and what I need to do tommorrow, so he said no problem.
It's a house of blues kind of day! ( One of the tours I took)
It's a house of blues kind of day! ( One of the tours I took)
The house.
Jun 25, 2008
I got a call from the real estate agent saying that the open house was a success.
Things that the other agents said.
1. The Laundry room needs to be de cluttered and painted a neutral color. ( So i'll be working on that tonight.)
2. Pots on the back stoop. Too many.
3.Plug ins for the cat smell. I didn't notice it. but could be.
4.Green thing (one of those upside down tomatoe planters) But ours has a bird and the nest with eggs in it. Otherwise it would be gone.
I am happy about one ting. The apartmetns in high street are reasonable so hopefully I can get in there. Woulnd that be nice to be able to walk to work?. At this time tho I cannot afford to buy a condo on my own. I'll have to wait for the sale of the house. Well, one good thing someone has come to look at the house everyday. Who knows?
This is a photo of the meeting I went to last week.
Things that the other agents said.
1. The Laundry room needs to be de cluttered and painted a neutral color. ( So i'll be working on that tonight.)
2. Pots on the back stoop. Too many.
3.Plug ins for the cat smell. I didn't notice it. but could be.
4.Green thing (one of those upside down tomatoe planters) But ours has a bird and the nest with eggs in it. Otherwise it would be gone.
I am happy about one ting. The apartmetns in high street are reasonable so hopefully I can get in there. Woulnd that be nice to be able to walk to work?. At this time tho I cannot afford to buy a condo on my own. I'll have to wait for the sale of the house. Well, one good thing someone has come to look at the house everyday. Who knows?
This is a photo of the meeting I went to last week.
Crash!
Jun 23, 2008
Today is the "Open House" for the realtors.
I had to make sure everything is perfect, so I had to get the cats out of the house. I was going to bring them to work and put them in a vacant office, but a co worker thought that would be Un professional. So he offered up his Kitchen and that is where they are now. Then I get a criptic message from a family member asking what I did to make someone in our family mad?. I care deeply for this person and hopfully made things right. Then I get this wonderfully optimistic e mail from my soon to be ex. With this quote:"...she said the realtors will be brutally honest so don't take too much offense at whatever they say. I fully expect some will say drop the price a whole bunch...others will probably say redo all the old carpeting or whatever...it's easy for them to say when they're not paying for the upgrades and they'd be getting some good profit out of the deal if they help sell it. "
This is a day that I wish I never exsisted!
I had to make sure everything is perfect, so I had to get the cats out of the house. I was going to bring them to work and put them in a vacant office, but a co worker thought that would be Un professional. So he offered up his Kitchen and that is where they are now. Then I get a criptic message from a family member asking what I did to make someone in our family mad?. I care deeply for this person and hopfully made things right. Then I get this wonderfully optimistic e mail from my soon to be ex. With this quote:"...she said the realtors will be brutally honest so don't take too much offense at whatever they say. I fully expect some will say drop the price a whole bunch...others will probably say redo all the old carpeting or whatever...it's easy for them to say when they're not paying for the upgrades and they'd be getting some good profit out of the deal if they help sell it. " This is a day that I wish I never exsisted!
The sign post up ahead
Jun 23, 2008
It still comes in waves. I have this feeliing it'll sell fast.
The house next door also went up for sale.The day after ours did.
The house next door also went up for sale.The day after ours did.
Family
Jun 22, 2008
I’ve been in Las Vegas this week (thank God, with my family) they are my strength, but not my realty. Then I came home to find my house on sale. I stood in the drive way crying @ 11:30 at night@ a prudential sign on my lawn. Even now strangers are coming in looking at my dream and evaluating it. How sad! All that I thought my base, that was here and he pulled it out from under me. It’s very hard to know the only thing that could ground you and set you soaring could be pulled from you so fast!. I think I’ve been auto pilot for a while. Now I think it’s all falling down! Dam it! I hate falling!
They are my support. My family. I was very disappointed at woman ( and man) I so counted on, The only one I could really talk to, My niece Kim( and Vince). She is amazing, but again she was not there for me.. It was the second time in 6 months she was not there. It was the third time in my life I so needed her and she was not there. . Why do I keep counting on her? Sh*T. I only hope she knows I so value her! ( please look @ post July 5th)I i will not deniey my feelingn
God I so thought family was always their for you! I would go there anywhere for my family! I love them that much!
They are my support. My family. I was very disappointed at woman ( and man) I so counted on, The only one I could really talk to, My niece Kim( and Vince). She is amazing, but again she was not there for me.. It was the second time in 6 months she was not there. It was the third time in my life I so needed her and she was not there. . Why do I keep counting on her? Sh*T. I only hope she knows I so value her! ( please look @ post July 5th)I i will not deniey my feelingn
God I so thought family was always their for you! I would go there anywhere for my family! I love them that much!
OK I'm angry!
Jun 14, 2008
I want to sell this house, but he is not giving me credit. I’m Angry! Very angry! Yes he did a great job on getting the front of the house but I did the inside of the house and he is not giving me any credit. He Said” how about we ask the real estate agent to find a cleaning crew to clean up this place! I worked my butt off making sure this place was not only clean but staged for our real estate lady. He didn’t even look! Our real estate agent came and he seemed very cool, but I knew this was my doing not his. Even tho he went along. She wanted a tour. Loved the changes thought we did a great job in putting it into marketing mode I told Jim what she said and he said” yes but that’s what she suppose to say” Dam Him! Dam Him! ”
Several different places at once
Jun 11, 2008
That's the way I feel. This week I'm tring to get the rest of the house ready to show, plus getting approved on my own for a townhouse/condo loan. I really dont want to have to rent if I dont have to. BUt if I do I know there are townhouse to rent in New town. All my feelers are going in the Newtown direction. What is New Town? http://www.newtownwilliamsburg.com/ It's a new development. where you can walk to bookstores , the movies, shopping intergrated with residents restaurant and it's near the college. It would be perfect for me and Mom. if she comes to live with me.
I feel like I need to spead my wings. Then sometime I feel like crying and shutting out the world..
I feel like I need to spead my wings. Then sometime I feel like crying and shutting out the world..
2 rough weeks
Jun 08, 2008
It’s been about 2 week and Jim has been here getting His mine and our stuff straight or thrown out. I did ask him about Mrs. Potts. He took her to his apartment. Whew! We’ve been out to dinner every night . more then we ever did before, even when we were dating. LOL I asked him if he had regrets and he said he has doubt. Which means he is still think about it. I asked him when he was going to file and he said not until Dec 31st so we can file as a married couple. I need to make an appointment with my lawyer and see if that is going to be good for me. I felt so much relief when he left. My friend Jeff and Jim have been haggling about a generator. So Jeff has bought over about 13 yards of mulch. And Jim want to see receipts to offset the cost of the generator I’m stuck in the middle but I told Jeff to figure it out with Jim. That was his deal and I’ll worry about Jim and any profit that come by it. I am not buying into the drama! In the mean time my 11 month post op photo had to be put off till today. so I putting it up Now. 
Size 6, 135Lbs
Size 6, 135Lbs
Hope and a cookie jar
May 30, 2008
Jim and I got this cookie jar ( Mrs. Potts)during the first year of our marriage. My sister and her partner Laura gave it to us. Jim used it to great length. At the beginning of this week I told him to take it. Then I told him to take it for Leslie or maybe Ashlyn would want it from her Nana Ro ( that’s me). It has stayed in the bay window all week. Today I also brought out this Book I thought John would like on 911.. When I came home tonight Mrs.Potts was gone, but the book was still there and I didn’t see her in the stuff he wanted to keep. My first thought was did he trash her( like he did me?) I got out the ladder and looked in the trash bin, but couldn’t find her. Did he take her to remember to give her to give her Ashlyn? My hope is that he did the later. It’s just been a sad week and I couldn’t show it with him here. I have to keep it together. 3 more days of this then I hope to move on.
Today I needed some Kitten therapy, so I went the humane society to pet the kittens 20 of them.
Then I went to get a new hair doo. check it out.
Today I needed some Kitten therapy, so I went the humane society to pet the kittens 20 of them.
Then I went to get a new hair doo. check it out.
A day in the life
May 27, 2008
Today It came the big red monster that is taking away all my hopes and dreams for this home and this marriage.
Dam I said I wasn’t going to cry …be right back.
I’m back. I worked so hard on getting the Red bathroom presentable (Staged) for this house sellingI painted the ceiling the walls, fixed the sink and put in a new floor. SEE
I had to put it in large form because it’s so pretty, but of course BOZO didn’t say much about it. “Yes dear Very nice dear” Patronizing as sh*t.
Jim is here all week to divide the estate and throw out a lot of crap. Mom said I should come down stairs without any makeup on and looking skinny just to make him feel bad. LOL To hell with that I put on makeup, and came down in a sexy sweat suit( Yes they do make them @ Victoria Secrets). Just to make sure he knows exactly what he is throwing away. Ok more later…c ya
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Surgery
07/02/2007
Surgery Date
Mar 19, 2007
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Hiding under black
230lbs
