sabrina5k

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I am considering having a TT & Breast Aug. I hear myself say it ......but I just don't see myself following thru w/it. I guess i never believed i could lose the weight. I have reached my short term goal of 200 lbs. & i currently wear a size 14. I have to set a surgery goal weight & i feel like it should be 175- 180 lbs. But i don;t know if thats good enough.....

yesterday i ran into a friend of mine @ walmart. she was going to be in a wedding & needed to lose weight to be able to fit into a 12# dress. needless to say she acheived her goal & was wearing her dress. She looked AWESOME. i by the way was buying some groceries, i bought some food for everyone else. including ice cream sandwiches & myself some sugar free icecream ...the whole time i was shopping(prior toseeing my skinny friend)i was thinking in the back of my mind....i am going to eat some real food (incl.the ice cream i shouldn't be eating) i guess i had already set myself up to quit my diet/ low carb eating plan i had commited to . i forget to state that part .... i've beenn low carbing it since friday 3-30-07. my husband's birthday is 4-29-07 & i really want to be under 200 lbs.to go show off@ a party i've been planning. i cna't eat many carb foods anyway ..so i decided to cut back .well i had been fighting w/ the same 5lbs. going from 213-218. but now i am @ 207. i can't beleive i'm just 7 lbs. away .i can already taste the VICTORY. so far i'm in a tight 16#.i feel like i haven't lost as fast as i should have ...but i realize where i failed
1. i drank liquid cal.
2. not enough water or protein intake
3. nto enough exercise.
so i've been working on these issues.