Week 30

Apr 26, 2012

 Finally the scale has moved! Monday's official weigh in was 270, and unoffcially (I only count Monday), I'm down to 268.

So I'm finding that I have a whole new level of stress when it comes to clothes. My closet now only houses clothes that fit, except for a few smaller items I have saved. I have purged all my too big stuff, even the comfy t-shirts that I've lived in for the last few years. My shirts are now 2X and 3X, and my pants are XXL, 1X, and a couple of pairs in a 2X. This includes some wonderfully cute 1X skirts that fit fantastically, and some cute shirts. Problem is, I dunno what to wear! For so long it's just been about finding something that fits, I really stuck to a few outfits, and more often just stayed home rather than drag myself out in frumpy fat lady clothes. Now I avoid going out cuz I have too many options LoL and I'm not used to feeling the fabric cling to me, the way it's supposed to and not because it's too small. I really still would rather wear tent-like clothing than have anyone see the shape of me. 

I know there are worse things to have to stress about, but this is the time of the year to be out doing things, hanging outside with friends, parties and such. I was looking forward to being smaller and more comfortable, but now I'm just in a mild state of panic. 

Gina :~) 


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