waiting!

Jun 27, 2009

well, now I am just waiting! I feel like that's all i have done is wait, all my life. since i was given the surgery date i have been such a recluse.   
 I haven't gone out or been around any family or friends. I feel like I want to hide away until I have surgery, like life doesn't begin until I can change what I hate about my self. I am in such a funk!  I want to get down to 300 or 299 before surgery.  I just want to get this whole process rolling and have the surgery.

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bangor, ME
Location
36.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
09/17/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 20, 2008
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