Jun 27, 2009well, now I am just waiting! I feel like that's all i have done is wait, all my life. since i was given the surgery date i have been such a recluse.
I haven't gone out or been around any family or friends. I feel like I want to hide away until I have surgery, like life doesn't begin until I can change what I hate about my self. I am in such a funk! I want to get down to 300 or 299 before surgery. I just want to get this whole process rolling and have the surgery.
Oct 20, 2008