scarlettbegonias
Rny- date set, here we go again.
Sep 28, 2012
Ok so we'll see how well I go at updating this thing- I know where I'd place my bets...So I'm booked in for Rny , new surgeon, new hospital and what would appear a new attitude.
Im totally freaking out!!!
I was so sure with the sleeve that that was the right thing for me and I'm sure that the Rny is the right thing for me now, hangon , no I'm not, it's the only option for me now!!
There lies my problem, I a, so scared of this. Surgery going south, I'm scared of going for the thing I was so ANTI- I've researched researched researched and I'm generally positive but there's a little voice in the back of my head that ke eps screaming Rny RNY what the f..k are you doing!!
Just under three weeks I go in, I have to travel a few hours to see "the fixer" he who repairs the damage caused by other surgeons and I wonder if that's part of my issue, being away from my husband and kids, my last hospital stay was meant to be 24-48 hours it ended up being over 7 days, if that happens this time I'm all alone- no visitors,no company , nothing.
More issues to talk to my psych about I guess.....