Schaefersgirl
The truth...
Aug 10, 2010
To be totally honest, I'm scared...scared of this whole mess I've gotten myself into. Scared to stay at the weight I've allowed myself to get to, yet scared to have the surgery that would help me. On the other hand I'm scared to let this opportunity pass me by and be stuck like this for the rest of my life. I'm not sure what life holds for me and I'm not sure what's the best thing for me, but if it is this surgery....if it is giving up how I've always been to take on a new life, then it's time to push past the fear to have the chance to meet a new and healthier me.
