Of love and loss

Jul 28, 2009

I thought I was busy before?

It's been a while since I posted. First I want to say that I don't have any pictures yet, at least none that I'm willing to show. I'm really a terrible photographer and I tend to avoid photos where possible, but I'm working on it... kinda.

Although I took only eight credits this quarter, the classes were more intense than I expected. I also worked a lot more, studied for the GRE some more, AND I've been spending a lot of time with my boyfriend. It's very exciting, very nice, and I find it very easy to spend the vast majority of my free time (and some of my not-so-free time) with him. Which has meant that other things (like blogs) take a back seat.

I'm starting to feel really self-conscious about the skin thing. I'm in that horrible place now where I haven't lost enough to go for surgery, but I still look and feel completely disgusting. On top of that, in about four months I'll no longer be insured, so I don't know when I'll be able to get this taken care of. It kinda sucks.

But I'm still progressing. The loss is gradually slowing down, but it's not showing signs of stopping, and I'm definitely still shrinking. My size 20 pants (that I just bought argh) are looking kinda big now.

But yes, photos soon-ish, for reals this time.

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