I was called "Tiny" !

Sep 27, 2009

I KNOW I am nowhere near "tiny" since I am still over 200lbs! But I guess it is a big change from being 326.

Today at church, I was getting compliments left and right; and questions on how I was losing the weight. I am more than happy to tell these people because they are all very supportive and kind. Plus, I really want to promote the sleeve as much as possible because it is a new option and IMHO the best option out there right now.

So the one lady with whom we've both battled the weight demons and has been asking me a lot about my surgery because her husband really is in "need" of it, and recently his doctor even suggested WLS for him as well. I know it's scary to even consider doing something this drastic, but I really have come to find that it is a great option, even though the recovery stage can be quite difficult.

So she walked up to me and said "You are getting tiny!" I laughed and said, "Hardly!" Her reply was that I just don't see it because it's more gradual with me. Well sure, but I'll consider myself "tiny" when I can fit into a 14 or a 16. Not an 18 or a 20. But that's just me. I am still 220lbs and that to me is nowhere near "tiny" in my book.

So I got to talking with them and especially him about this surgery and all of the benefits to it. I really do hope he considers it since he is in such poor health. They say he's "healthy" but you can not be "healthy" at 450lbs!! Yet he has no co-morbidities, he says, and he says his blood work is normal. Yet I know his BMI can NOT be normal and is probably way above that 52 mark.

I really do like that I inspire people, and I will admit I like the attention too. I have noticed a big difference in the way people treat me, even at this size and weight. I am starting to think I am in that "acceptable" size. Not too fat to be ignored but not too thin that I am drooled over by other men,yk?!

It's just people will talk to me more. I noticed this today when I waited outside an auditorium for the new Michael Moore movie to show. I sat next to a woman, whom I later found out was just 3 years younger than me, but looked like 10 years younger than me, and she and a bunch of other people randomly struck up conversations with me. That is NOT usual for me.

Normal, for me, is reading my book, watching a movie on my Zune, or listening to music that I brought and outright being ignored. Instead I felt included and welcomed, which was odd to me. I saw a bunch of people I know show up, too and we chit chatted. Again not normal for me.

When the day was done I felt so much more confident and even "sexy" a little. I know the one mirror made me look pretty good if I do say so myself.

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