Feeling like a failure...already

Mar 22, 2013

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm so stupid. I've been making really dumb eating decisions already...at only two weeks out. I had a little bit of my mom's chinese food yesterday...paid for that. Wound up in pain and had to throw up. Then today I fucking ate some chips....same thing. I'm so stupid. I wanna be successful, but yet I'm sabotaging myself already. I feel like crying. I wanna punch myself in the face for being so weak and ridiculous. I hate myself. I really do. 

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