Boy it's been a while!!!!!!!

Sep 13, 2009

Hello my OH Losers!  It's been a while since I posted anything.  I didn't realize it.  Alot has been going on since I last posted but I'll keep it brief.  On my last post I was down to 215 lbs.  I had a stall and didn't lose another 8 lbs until August 2008 and went down to 207 lbs, which unfortunately was my lowest weight.  I only had 17 more pounds to go to reach my goal weight of 190 pounds.   I started working a second job and wasn't able to prepare my own meals as before and I wasn't able to drink protein shakes so I was having a really hard time.  I started back eating all the unhealthy fast foods because that was the only thing I had time to grab.  I stopped going to the gym.  I would work from sometimes from 7am to 11pm, byt the time I would get home, it would be midnight then I was up at 5am to be out of the house by 6am to get to work by 7am.  It was really hard on me.  But some good news, I fell in love with a wonderful man. 

Over the past year, I have gone up to 234 lbs from eating all that unhealthy food.  But I am gotten back on track and have lost 4 of those lbs in the last 4 days.  This time I pray to make it to my goal weight of 190 lbs by my 3 year surgery anniversary.  Maintaining is easy when you have the time, but hard when you're constantly on the go as I was.  I worked 7 days a week.  I no longer work two jobs so I'm able to get back on track.

I have to take some pictures and post for you guys/gals to see.  I have changed since my last pictures.  I now have my hair cut shorter, my face is much smaller and I'm so much happier than I've ever been.  I also love to go shopping.  Every dime I get, I have to buy something.  I have some clothes and shoes I haven't worn yet.  I like going into a store and not have to walk all the way in the back of the store to get to the plus size section.  Although I am top heavy and still have to buy most tops in size 18/20 plus size, I can get all of my bottoms in misses size 14. 

I have to admit that I do not like my belly.  It jiggles, it hangs and it lays there like a flat tire.  I hate it, but it is what it is.  And the wonderful man that I'm seeing has no problem with it.  He loves me for me and that makes me feel even better about myself.  I am beautiful and sexy to him.  Did I mention how fine he is.  Oh my God, this man could be on the cover of GQ Magazine.  He is so fine and a good friend.  Enough about him, it's all about me. 

I love being me.  I get a lot of attention.  I am not a lesbian, but I have been hit on by a few lesbians.  I get a lot of attention from men as well.  I don't mind it sometimes, but sometimes it gets on my nerves.  I had some co-workers that were attracted to me and they did and tried everything they could do to convince me that the other person that liked me was no good for me, I deserved better, they would have other people helping them to get me to want them and find out who I was seeing so they could break us up.  It was a bit much.  The thing about it was that I wasn't interested in any of them.  I always made that perfectly clear, but you know some men.  They can't take no for an answer.

It feels good to have time again to start back on OH.  I'm just now getting the chance again to get back on track.  I think that was another reason why I gained weight.  I didn't have time for any support groups and with this surgery, you need all the support you can get.  It's a constant uphill battle. 

Well I have talked enough for now.  Welcome to all the newbies since I last posted.  I pray that your weightloss for life journey will be successful.  I'll try now to keep everyone posted and try to take some pictures this week to show you my progress.  Smooches for now!!!!!!!!!!
 

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About Me
Pennsauken, NJ
Location
39.7
BMI
RNY
Surgery
03/19/2007
Surgery Date
Jan 14, 2007
Member Since

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