sftdawn
Almost 10 yrs. Time sure does fly by
Mar 09, 2014
So in less then a month Judy Cole and I will have had our surgery 10 yrs ago on April 3rd. Hard to believe how much time has gone by and where we are at. I have gained minimum amount of weight. I now weigh in at 171 lbs. Yup I gained weight over the long cold winter. I hate it. ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.!!! So I started a new job where I am not sitting on my ass all day and will be working over nights so that when the weather finally breaks I will once again start walking, riding bike, roller blading and doing the things that I so love to do. I will get back down at least 10 to 15 lbs less then I am. I don't wanna be much less then 160 as I look sick when I get that low. Besides Judy's getting married this July and I want to look my best along with her on her special day!. So I have a goal to accomplish and I will make it one way or another. I am not at all into going to the gym where most of the people have a great body as it is and still think they are fat. I could really show them fat. LOL So needless so say I refuse to go to a gym and feel embarrassed to go and with struggling with things and not being able to do as much as I'd like at once I will start at home doing little things and working my way to my future goal. Even though Gary says I look fine to myself I know I do not so here we go. Lets see if by July I loose the weight that I want to loose and look as good as I used to. I will keep you posted. Take care and God Bless and good luck to those of you who are going through the surgery or thinking about it. I wouldn't change anything I have done in my weight loss.