Update long time no write LTNW lol

Jan 30, 2010

Well today is an offical 1 year and 2 months and I weight currently 165. I have to throw in the currently because I fluxuate from 163 - 165. You know us women have that curse issue monthly .  (Started at 274 lbs, size 24-26 plus size) However, I'd like to post my height and size so that anyone who looks on my blog can compare some what (my bone structure is medium so I appear smaller than I really am). I am 5'6 and 3/4 .. size I wear is a 7 in a skinny jean.. (I like em tight) however, I wear a size 8 (jeans) very comfortable. For the first time in over 20 years I am the same size I was leaving High School. This is a great feeling let me tell you. I was invited out to the bar with my honey and some co workers and this woman said .. "oh but your little" .. I had to stop and pause in my mind because I said immediately in my head "I'm not small"?!!! This womans comment made me feel funny as if it was a bad thing. I do not know if I was feeling guilt or shame or both. This woman was a big girl too.. I say too because I still feel like a big girl. I think my mind will always be a big girl regardless of what size I am. It's almost like a scare or should I say a reminder of where I came from. Anyway .. now that I got all deep on you.. I just want to say: Thank you God for blessing me, seeing me though this surgery and allowing me to be in better health for myself and children & to say what's up and send love to all of you guys out there on this journey...Well guys that's all for now <3 all of you and good luck to all the new LOSERS.. SEE YOU ON THE LOSER BENCH!!!!!

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