It's April 01, 2008

Mar 31, 2008

Well, I haven't got another car as of yet, with God's grace my husband and I are going throw counseling and thats all I can say about that, especially  sence I ( Lord knows) without looking are even trying to have fell in love with someone else, and now my "husband" realize what all he miss up and whats the marrage to work, him and my son.  So everybody what am i to do?  I still have not had my surgery BLS yet but the person who i have fallen in love with loves every last bit of me, and makes me feel so good about myself and my body as a woman, they make me feel like there Queen like i'm the only one for them.  ( Francine Webster )

It's March 6, 2008

Mar 05, 2008

Alot has happened to me sence my last blog.  I still have not had the BLS.  i have went throw two jobs both insurance's did not cover  the BLS.  The love of my life of 11 years going on 12 years  cheated on ( in my house ).  I kicked him out ,but  shortly after was in a car weck, got a little cash car it blow up but thank God that time i was not hurt, and i lost my house all in less then 4 months.  But never the less God is still Good, and all the time I will lift his name up high.

It's April 08, 2007

Apr 07, 2007

Well, i was so mad yesterday,  you see, my mother  took me about a month ago that i really needed to do something about my weight.  She had just got done watching one of those specials on cable about obesity, so she told me she would help me with having the WLS.  I told her that i couldnt get a loan because of my credit, and that the mine and my husbands insurance wouldnt cover the surgery, she said ok and she would help me and i can pay her.  So we both went to the WLS seminar at Baylor medical center together.  Baylor medical center called me back and as she already knew my insurance would not cover the surgery and i had to self pay,  and when i told her she keeps telling me  maybe my insurance will change and just plain acting like now  she doesnt want to help me.  You see if you have been reading my blog i have been trying to have this surgery for a long time, and for a while was very depressed about the surgery i was on all kinds of pills, and she knows this.  I had got alot better to the point where i knew i couldnt get the surgery and I WAS OK WITH IT.  then along comes my mother saying what all she's going to do, going to the meetings all over again.  I just want to yellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........
Doctor Barnes office had called me to come in to the office to

Schedule my WLS.  When i told her this she all, she's got other things to do right now dont bug her, my appointment is on April 26, 2007 at 2:00p.m. what am i to do ?????????????????????
well i think that i'm going to go ahead and schedule my WLS surgery for January 2008.   That will give me anoth time to do something I hope.  pray for me everybody...  If you  have any suggestion please leave a comment...


Its March 28, 2007

Mar 27, 2007

Hey everyone I no it been along time since I've wrote but if you been keep up with i'm blogs, I was very depressed  after hearing they both sets of my insurance  would not cover  WLS.  Well a small door has opened and maybe just maybe this time it will really happen.  (but i'm not going to get my hopes up to much this time.)  I went  to the WLS class today, they are surpose to be getting back to me in 2 weeks.  So everybody lets pray of a blessing.

Its 1 1/2 hours away from The NEW YEAR.

Dec 31, 2006

Well everyone, it is about an hour and a half until the new year, my husband is at work and hopefully his job will let the employees off before 12:00a.m. I really want to bring in the new year with my family at church.  but right now its not looking so good.  So i just order pizza just in case, til hopeful thu.  I was thinking about a news years plan but every year i write one i may complete 1 or 2 things on the list.  So the only thing i want this year is WLS thats my goal.

It's December 29, 2006

Dec 28, 2006

hey everybody i just wanted to stop in and update everything is still the same........

It's December 20, 2006

Dec 20, 2006

Well, hello again everybody i when to my PCP  appointment  yesterday i'm not broaderline everything any more, and normal health wise now.  thats a good thing, but my doctor did put me on Depression pills, just for a month to see how things are going.  right now im just down in the dumps i want the surgery but  cannt get it. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its December 18, 2006

Dec 18, 2006

well I have really bad news, i called my husbands job the human resouce dept. and the lady there told me that Ben E. Keith Company insurance  uNITED HEALTHCARE CHOICE PLUS does not cover WLS by no means.  I felt like she didnt no want she was talking about so i called a friend whose has been workinh there longer and got the group number for there insurance and then called UHC gave them the group number and what do you no, i quess she did no what she was talking about. they cover the surgery.   i am so depressed. i dont no what to do needs help anybody.

It's December 16, 2006

Dec 15, 2006

Well today i made another appointment with my PCP for Tuesday, December 19,2007.
And I got my new glasses.

I Wish... December 15, 2006

Dec 14, 2006

Key:
possible loss of
213 lbs after surgery

excess weight you
might keep is 71 lbs

your ideal weight
is 126 lbs



Possible
Weight
Loss
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Month 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18
Wt. Loss 0 43 85 106 117 128 138 149 160 170 183 192 202 209 213 209 213 211 213
BMI 75.0 67.1 59.4 55.6 53.6 51.6 49.7 47.7 45.7 43.9 41.5 39.9 38.0 36.8 36.0 36.8 36.0 36.4 36.0

I would love for my weight loss after WLS to follow in this pattern for the first year.... Looking at this chat makes me want the surgery even more is that bad?  i dont think so, along with better health, looking and feeling better, how great is that ?????  I am so ready for this life changing surgery its unreal.  Someone please tell me, how do I get the surgery  off my mind like this.  I do no some how I will have this surgery, i no that much.  I've prayed to God so many times, and i do believe this is my time to shine.  If you've been reading my blog you would  no that i've been reseaching this for 3 to 4 years and praying about it the whole time.  Alot of people dont no the real me, and thats because most of the time I feel like i'm to big to be so outgoing, like i'll be bumping people over are something, trying to play around and dance and thangs being the center of attention, i just feel like i'm to big to be doing that.  I feel like I'm the center of attention just being me, you the biggest one there. 

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