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well its almost 2 yrs for me now, defin. HARDER  now to loose and even maintane   i want to eat  i want chocolate  pizza  burgers  fries  oh  how i love my fries   chinese   and everything else that brought me to that 330 lb women  i once was  and  dont EVER want to become again....HOW do u all handle the long term ?   i feel like this will be a lifetime of struggle...I go up and down  and up and down for about 8 months now..i got to goal  of 175  but now i want to see 160   is that unreasonable?  i cant seems to stay at 175 though  LOL  i get to 175  just to binge for one week and GAIN 10 more back  lol  i can always get back to 175   but cant seem to fight past thaty number     ....   ...  i am happy w/ 175  but i dont want to feel like i am dieting for the rest of my god given life....  i want to enjoy a burger  or chips now and again  and i dont want to wake up 2 lbs heavier  and thats what ALWAYS happens   y ?   i dont regret having this surgery  only every OTHER minute....i want to be able to enjoy a slice of pie w/ out dying  and i cant  i want to enjoy ceral w/ MILK  and i cant  LOL    makes me soo sick   i guess its for the best  right  i dont want to be 330 lbs AGAIN  and if i were able to eat cakes and pies w/ out getting sick  i jusst might be able to get back at 330........OH well  i just thought i wouldnt still want the bad foods that i knew r soo bad for me  and i thought i would be STARVING  100 % of my life....RAHHHHH     

well its june and by june 18th i had wanted to be down to 225 as of today june 4th i am 229 so i think i can i think i can .. lol  i am so excited because everytime i set a goal it has never been accomplished...but this time i believe it will be done  and if not 225 atleast i am in the 220's  lol  i am just so thankful of this surgery best thing that has ever happened to me in this world.. thanks u JESUS!!   i am so blessed to have had this done and journey started october 25th and had surgery dec 18th   so i only had to wait 2 months..wow!!! i am so happy to think i will soon one day be in the onederand..........!!!!!!!!!1 my over all goal is 175  which i no i will make it to...ONE Day!!!1

well in 5 days it will be my 6 month mark and i at 80 lbs lost!!  i am so happy at these results. I feel great i am happy and loving life!!!!

INCHES LOST   HIPS: 1-9-07 = 57
                              1-22-07 = 53 1/2
                              2-3-07 = 51 1/2
                              3-4-07 = same
                               3-18-07 = 47
                              4-4-07 = same
 total lost in HIps = 10"

Thighs: 1-9-07 = 33
           1-22-07 = 31 1/2
           2-3-07 = same
           3-18-07 = 28
           4-4-07 = 27                 total lost in thighs 12" (BOTH)


CALF: 1-9-07 = 18
2-3-07 = 17
3-18-07 = 16
4-4-07= 16 1/2  ?? WHAT THE____  TOTAL LOST = 3" IN BOTH 

BUST:
1-9-07 = 52 1/2
1-22-07 = 51 1/2
2-3-07 = SAME
2-15-07= 51
3-4-07= SAME
4-4-07 = 46"  TOTAL LOST = 7"

UPPER ARMS
1-9-07 = 18
2-3-07 = 17
3-4-07 = 16
3-18-07 = 15
4-4-07= 14 1/2   TOTAL LOST 7 " BOTH ARMS TOGETHER

ABS:
1-9-07  = 51
1-22-07   48 1/2
2-2-07     47 1/2
2-15-07    SAME
3-18-07    42
4-4-07     SAME  TOTAL LOST  9 "

wAIST:
1-22-07   55
2-2-07   53
3-18 07   46
4-4-07  SAME    TOTAL LOST = 7 "  

omg  today i got on the scale and it said 254   i cant believe it   i totally am excited   i dont think i felt this good in 4 yrs....  i am so thankful for this surgery and too think i did bad the past couple of days  i ate potato chips the other night and last night i ate a handful of fries and 1/2 fish sandwich from mcdonalds.... BAD  very bad  but i still lost 4 lbs in 3 days....   i have lost 64lbs i believe in 3 months and 2 weeks.... i cant be more thanksful for that!!!!

ok   i am going to see how this plateau buster diet works  i am gonna try it for it a week and see if i loose any differently than before....i am loosing but slowly   SLOWLY compared to some of ya'll....lol  i am down another 3 pounds  but i just want to give it a shot  318 then  266 now...2 months later   YAAAHHHH!!!!         3/8/07   wish me luck   i am staring monday...tonight i am having chick parm...yum....

Its me again..... well i am down to 269   i havent been therer in many yrs.... i am totally loving this. I feel great i feel like i look great and i know there is only more of this greatness to come...... i am so thankfull of this surgery  w/ out it this would have been a lifetime battle.....and a battle of losses  for sure.. food always won  lol  NOW ITS MY TURN......

i am so stressed out  kids husband life  everything ~rahhhhh~  lol thats ne screaming at the top of my lungs...
i am not stressed over this surgery actually thats going great...i love the results i am finally into a rutine   i love this new way of life..I am so energized i am feel great..i might need a nap once in a while but who doesnt  lol    i have lost a total of 39 lbs to date...i am 279 as of 4 days ago from 318 which i think is good..its been almost 2 months the 18th will be the second month mark....i guess 20 lbs a month will be great if i can keep it up....i started back at the gym this saturday i feel great about that  i just wish there was something for these mood swings....i am so irritable latley.....heeehwhhw  and i hate it...i could just scream so i will  RAHHHHAAAAhhh...sorry i had to let it out.....well i will check back in a few days to log my progress......

WELL ITS FEB 4TH OR SOMETHING AND I HAVE ONLY LOST ANOTHER 6LBS SINCE LAST POST  NOT SURE IF THATS GOOD GREAT OR BAD....BUT OH WELL ATLEAST ITS COMING OFF AND NOT ON RIGHT..LOL WELL THIS NEW WAY OF LIFE IS SURE WORKING OUT LATLEY  I AM NO LONGER HUNGER NO LONGER DECIDING ON MY MEALS LIKE 3 DAYS IN ADVANCE  LOL  I USED TO LIVE FOR FOOD...IT WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND NOW ITS NOT  YEA  FOR ME....WELL I THINK I AM DOING GREAT  SHOULD BE EXERCISING MORE BUT I WILL GET THERER SOOON....ONE THING AT A TIME...I AM NOT A MULTI TASKER AT ALL   LOL  WELL THANKS FOR LISTENING IF ANYONE IS   ..LOL  BYE FOR NOW   I GO TO DR. TOMOROW   WE'LL SEE WHATS UP....

well i just started loosing again.this process is long and hard! thats for sure!! but i am doing it and proud...i see the changes and feel them as well!!  i have went from 324 (highest) to now currently 289 and its only been one month and 4 days...i cant believe it!!! i am so happy for deciding to go threw w/ this surgery, i'd be well on my way to 500 or even 600 lbs if i didnt!!  I thanks everyone who has helped me out in the first few weeks when i was clueless... and i encourage anyone fighting this battle (weightloss) and (hunger) to get a handle on it NOW before it IS too late!!!