This weekend and then its Monday

May 09, 2009

Last night I started to official say good bye to my all time favorite foods..I went out with co workers and went out for dinner and drinks and tonight Im doing the same thing but with family and close friends and before you know it, I officially start my liquid diet on Monday, which makes me realize that my surgery is just around the corner.

I must admit, I am a little scared that Im going through this...all i keep thinking about is what if something goes wrong and then what is going to happen to all my kids. But even though im scared..well more terrified i should say, i know im doing this for them and better yet, for me. Im actually doing something for myself..and thats a shocker in my book.

But you know what...im so looking forward to having it done...lol. Anxious to get it over with, loose all the weight...take time off from work, he he!...loved the reaction they gave a work when i submitted my request for leave of absense...6 weeks off, yay!, but i want to see their reaction when i do go back to work...see if the notice the change..so many things im looking forward to but i think the most important thing is getting to live life again...aahhh! its just so mind boggeling that Im blessed that god guided me to this...

2 more weeks and then its crunch time!

yay!

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