OMG it's mid-May already!

May 18, 2009

well, i'm back.  sorry for not blogging in ages!  i've just been so busy with my new life!  seriously!  at present i am 155 ... which means I AM NORMAL!  no longer morbidly obese or even obese!  how wonderful is that!  it's hard to believe that you have to be 159 in order to be normal.  cause it's not very overweight in my eyes.

anyway, all is well.  still loving my pouch!  it is fabulous!  it treats me well!!  i rarely have problems digesting things.  my appetite is wonderful!  i still am in love with food ... looking at it, smelling it and tasting it, but all i need is just a little bit of a taste!

as for dumping, i really thought i didn't dump.  until i over did it and had some chocolate mudslide cake.  wow, i really thought i was going to die.  my heart was thumping out of my chest, i was dizzy, feeling like i was going to faint, my stomach was aching, even my ears went weird which affected my balance.  i really thought i was going to have a marathon of throwing up.  after about 2 hours, and that was sleeping off and on, it did pass.  so now i do respect sugar way more!  it had to happen i think. 

anyway, again, sorry i don't update very much but i've just been so busy! 

take care and hope my blog helps people!  i know it helps me cause periodically i go back and read what i've gone through.  just to remind me and bring me back down to earth!  it is still all so surreal!

Sharon

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