Shawna
Wondering
Jun 22, 2011
Lately I have found myself not wanting to do anything. I am tired all of the time and my husband says that I have not been my usual, cheerful self. Could something be wrong with me? Or am I just REALLY tired and need a long vacation? I don't know. He keeps asking me what is wrong but I don't have an answer for him. If I knew, I wouldn't be acting this way (at least I don't think that I would). I love my life and I love my family. I just have landed in this funk. Hubby asked me if I was nervous about the possibility of surgery. Ummm, yes. I wouldn't be normal if I weren't. I guess that I am also a little bit more worried because I have already tried this once, and have FAILED misserable. But, I am going to try again and MAKE IT WORK this time. I also want to tell him not everyone can stay happy-go-lucky all the time. Sometimes you have to retreat into that black hole and take some time away from being everyone's cheerful friend. Just MHO.
