shelicecmc
I've always felt fat. Looking back at pictures I can see I was just average. I've tried a ton of different diets. My mom was always on some diet, did pills, shots etc and really messed up her body. I tried to do more life style diets, but in the end I always gained more weight back. Things really got out of control when we did IVF, twice. Then after we adopted our sons I got chronic hives and had to go on steriods...helped with hives, but weight nightmare. I started exercising and did atkins and by August 2004 I was on a roll. I'd lost 40 lbs and was feeling good. Then our son was killed and my world fell apart. So today I sit here at 331 and can't even stand to look at myself in a mirror. I'm so grateful for technology and health insurance. I can hardly wait to start my new life at 41!
