The waiting thing is so hard

Sep 19, 2010

 Hi,Well  started this process 2 months ago and I'm almost done with all my pre-op testing the last one is the 29th for an endoscopy. So far all is great but I have this awful feeling that something is going to go wrong. Did any one else here ever feel this way I'm sure there are. I have done nothing but research on this every since my intro meeting. I have researched the Dr and the hosp. And I feel comfortable putting my life in their hands... I am on here 3,4 times A da and I get such good advice and encouragement from every one here. I just cant Waite for the day that I can stand at the kitchen sink to do dishes and not come out of it sweating so bad its like I just washed my hair. I look forward to this new chapter in my life knowing that all it can be is a positive experience after all these depressing years of being fat and not wanting to enjoy life. My goodness I just cant Waite to hear that  anesthesiologist say count back to 3... At that very moment well start a whole new life. This is the biggest thing I have ever done. And when I get to my goal weight The next biggest thing I want to do is remarry my husband in a real wedding gown!!!   I thank every one for all there advice and tips...

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