shesha81
My story, where to begin...well, I have always been the FAT girl. I became the fat girl when I was a child, approx grade 3. Children are cruel.
I remember being made fun of in school for being fat, being picked last in gym class, etc. You know the story. Well now that I am an adult I am still fat and the years of being ridiculed as a child still haunt me, I am embarrased by the way I look. I don't like to go out for the fear that people are looking at me judging me. I have done just about every diet out there, I lose about 30 pounds and then can't lose anymore. That amount does not satisfy me. I am married to a wonderful supportive husband 
and have two amazing children, this is why I have contemplated having the RNY gastric by-pass now for about 3 years, I really became serious the last year. I want this for me to have my self esteem, to have my health for my children and my husband and to also be a good role model for my children. The last thing in the world I want is for my children to grow up to be overweight and have the torment that I had growing up, because it never leaves you.
