Get ready get set goooooo
Aug 15, 2010
I have been a member here for a long time. So long that I even forgot I was a member. Now I am back and I am going to my first appointment this coming Tuesday. I have a couple relatives who have had the surgery and are doing great. My next door neigh or had it done one year ago. And WOW she looks terrific.I say looks are one thing, feeling like walking is another. That is what I want to do.......feel like going for a walk and actually doing it. I hope to find out what my insurance covers before I make the finale decision. I dont want to put a huge burden on the budget. There is a huge burden on this chair I am sitting on as it is, dont want the budget to sag as this chair is sagging, get what I mean?
I put on 100lbs with my first child and have almost doubled that amount again. All these years, all those diets and food plans, all those pills, gyms, contests, and all that money spent and I have only gone up in lbs instead of down. I know this is not going to be easy. I know there will be talk, about why I could not do it without getting cut up, but apparently I cant, so I am looking in the mirror and seeing me, and knowing I want to be healthy again. I want to enjoy the years I have left out of this chair. I want to like me. .....I am worth it. So Tuesday get here fast. hehe
I will be back with an update.
