I have always been a "thick" girl, going way back to being a teen.  I was not skinny - but was "healthy" looking.  After getting married and having 3 children in less than 5 years, I found myself quite heavy.  I was able to take some of the weight off and maintained a weight of about 175 lbs., which I thought looked pretty darn good.  Well, after 11 years of marriage, I found myself  a Single mom to 3 wonderful teenage daughters!  I do not get any help from their father, and it is quite sad, he is missing out on the best thing in life.  I do, however, have a wonderful man in my life and he simply adores my girls.  We have been together for 8 years.  During this time, my weight has slowly and steadily gotten out of control.  In 2006, I quit smoking and gained some weight.  By 2008, I had gained about 80 pounds, onto my already heavy frame of 175 lbs. (I stand 5 ft 1 in) and landed myself in the hospital.  When I was admitted, my blood pressure was 210/164 and I am very lucky I did not have a Stroke.  After many tests, it was determined I did not have a heart attack, but certainly needed medication to keep my blood pressure under control.  To add to my problems, I was also told to do a sleep study and it was determined that I had a severe sleep apnea - more than likely caused by being so obese.  So, I was sent home with pills and a C-pap machine and told to try to lose some weight.  To my ears, that was blah, blah blah and blah and all I did was continue to gain weight.  Sure, I would lose and gain, lose and gain.  I even joined WW but to no avail.  All I would do is lose weight - think to myself, well hey, that deserves a reward and then put the weight I just lost, right back on and add a few pounds for good measure.  After reaching 286 lbs.  I finally decided I wanted to live.  I want my life back!  I cannot even walk from my car to my desk without being in pain and out of breath and that is not how I want to be.  After doing my research, and knowing several close relatives and friends having the procedure, I decided this was the best tool I could add to my belt and started my journey, so in September of 2009, I started my process.  I am down to 272 pounds and hope to be able to report going down ...... down......down from here on out.  I KNOW I will need some support and this is why I am here, I cannot make this journey without having a few friends to help pick me up. 

So, here we go.......

About Me
South St. Paul, MN
Location
54.8
BMI
RNY
Surgery
03/16/2010
Surgery Date
Feb 11, 2010
Member Since

Before & After
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290lbs
145lbs

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