January 4, 2009 and I stink!!

Jan 04, 2009

Well its a New Year and a New Me!! I just finished the 2008 holiday season and it was definetly different for me. I tried to just enjoy the holiday season as a normal person, but I am not normal. I know I need to always keep my eye on the ball, I am not normal and will never be "normal". Food is an issue for me, and unless I change the way I see myself, I will gain weight back. I just hit a giant brick wall. I got on the scale last week and I was up by 5lbs..OMG!! How could I let that happen. I worked so hard to get where I am and how could I let it slip away. I know its just 5lbs but to me its like 20lbs..I need to nip this in the bud. Its time to go back to the basics!!
Protein, Protein & Protein. No eating after 7p.m. NO CARBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn, those holiday carbs!!

I am so close to my goal weight, I can taste it!!!

I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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