NEW UPDATED 10.6.12

Oct 06, 2012

WOW ITS ME AGAIN ITS BEEN 2YRS SINCE I LAST UPDATED MY PAGE I HAD SURGERY IN "07" AND TO BE HONEST THE FIRST YR I HAD LOST OVER 100LBS I WENT FROM 255LB TO 140 AND NOW IT IS OCT.6,2012 AND I HAD GAINED OVER 50LBS.. I HAD A TUMMY TUCK DONE INE "09" AND MY THIGH'S DONE IN "11" I JUST WANNA SAY FOR THOSES WHO ARE THINKIN ABOUT GETTIN THE GASTRIC BYPASS DONE OR HAD GOT IT DONE PLEASE DONT BE LIKE ME I SLACK REALLY BAD AND I AM TRYIN TO GET BACK INTO THE OLD ME TO LOOSE THIS 50LBS BUT MY DR SAID I WILL LOOSE NOT THAT MUCH IN A WEEK I WAS RETHINKIN ABOUT GETTIN ANOTHER SURGERY DONE THRU ANOTHER HOSPITAL BECAUSE THE DR WHO DONE MINE WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN.SO I HAD CALLED ANOTHER HOSPITAL TO SEE AND THEY HAD TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO HAVE A MEDICAL REASON IN MY STOMACH TO HAVE IT AGAIN SO THEY ARE GOIN TO BOOK ME AN APPOINTMENT THIS MONTH TO DO AN XRAY BUT SHE HAD TOLD ME THAT IF THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG AND I WILL BE ABLE TO GET THE SURGERY DONE ALL OVER AGAIN IT WILL BE A RISK SO IM NOT REALLY SURE IF I AM THINKIN ABOUT GETTIN IT DONE AGAIN. SO NOW I HAVE TO DO IT ON MY OWN GET BACK IN THE SAME WAY IN THE BEGINNING BY EATING RIGHT AND GOIN TO THE GYM.I AM PRAYIN THAT I WILL MAKE IT BACK DOWN TO THE WEIGHT I WAS B4 THAT REASON WHY I HAD GOT UP TO THE WEIGHT I AM IS BECAUSE MY SISTER HAD TOLD ME THAT I LOOK LIKE A CRACK HEAD AT 140LBS AND THAT HAD GOT TO ME EXPECIALLY IN MY HEAD SO I STARTED EATIN MORE AND DRINKIN SODA ALOT I JUST WANNA TELL THOSES PLEASE DONT LET NE ONE GET IN UR HEAD AND SAY NEGITIVE THOUGHTS BECAUSE WE HAD GOT A CHOICE OF LIFE ON A NEW BEGINNING IN LIFE AND I WISH I CAN TURN BACK THE HAND OF TIMES BUT IT WAS TO LATE.

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