3 months post op

Jun 06, 2011

I am 3 months post op in 2 days and am not really feeling excited. I made a major milestone today, i am 99.1kgs. Thats 44.9kgs lost since i started this whole process. I should be so excited that i made this goal today. But i am not. I seem to be lacking enthusiasm for everything. I am not sure if this is a normal phase during the weight loss process or if it is just me. In my head i think that by making this goal that i should be celebrating and jumping for joy.

I cant really notice the changes in my body. My clothes size has dropped. I can fit into an 18 now which is a massive change from squeezing into a 26, i had to buy stretchy material in the 26's or it wouldnt fit, and now i have a huge range of clothing that i can choose from. Still not excited about it. Perhaps the freezing cold weather is getting to me, or maybe i need to go speak to someone about how i am feeling. I just know that i need to do something to get out of this rut and be excited about losing weight again.

This is a bit of a pity post for myself. I dont mean it to sound like it is, i just think that it is a good place to put down all of my thoughts. Hopefully next time that i post it will be an exciting fun filled post of me celebrating my achievments.

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