Sandra Johnson Smiddy

September 30th, 2009

Sep 30, 2009

 Okay...so winter is here.  LOL...I know it isn't but geeze to a WLS patient who freezes to death it sure feels like it.  I had to wear a sweater today because yesterday I was so cold.  Well I had  a WOW moment.  All my sweaters from last winter are way to big.  There is nothing worse than having your armpits of a shirt hang down to your waist.  I didn't think I'd lost that much since last winter, but I guess I have.  I'll have to go back and look at weights to see exactly how much.

Speaking of weights...well I'm back to 151 today.  I don't like it.  I don't want to be 151...I want to be 130...okay or at least 149-150...not 151.  I know I have to relax a little about all of this...but it has been predicted by so many people that "a friend, cousin, uncle, next door neighbor, etc...has gained all their weight back.  I don't want to be that statistic.  I want to be the, "wow, a gal I work with has kept her weight off!!"  So please bare with me as I get anal again about my weight.  I've got to get this figured out.  One thing I know for sure is that I eat when I am not hungry because  hey....I never get hungry.  So I have to learn to control the eat to live not just eat whenever.  I'm even thinking councelling as my addiction to food is still here.  Just because I have lost 173lbs doesn't mean my brain changed.   

All suggestions appreciated.

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09/11/2007
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