I Forgot Me

Feb 12, 2015

For a while I lost focus and was deviated from my purpose in living healthy. I got into a relationship, had babies, broke up, started drinking alchohol to compensate my food addiction, then got into another relationship who catered to my addiction and my distraction, and then another break up.  After that break up I was determined to go back to taking care of me, to get back on my journey and get focused. To live healthy, to love myself enough to take a good look at where I am and where I want to be. My kids deserve it, I deserve it. 

I made a commintment to myself  that 2015 was going to be my year, my rebirth, I was going to look after myself. No more hiding from mirrors, talking down to myself, settling for whatever because I'm desperate to be accepted. No, not any more. My rebirth didnt go into effect until Jan 5th, and though it's only been 4 days, my mood, my body, my whole being hasnt felt this good in many, many, many years. I have a clear mind, my body aches but its due to excerising, not hang overs, I dont feel sluggish or tired. I am thankful for another day because its another oppurtunity to start over. Each day is a new day. My kids love to join me in my home workouts and they are liking eating more veggies.

Each day I wake up with a positive outlook, I can do this, I WILL do this.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I owe it to myself and my kids. Let the awesomeness begin!!!

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