I just keep asking myself,"How did I get to this point?" Truth is, I could say it was the two kids (3 and 1 yr old)back to back, or switching from working full time to being a stay at home mommy/housewife for the past 4 years, or that it was genetics as my father is currently in the 600lbs range, or that I let myself go in the comfort of marriage. But the truth is I have always been heavy, y smallest size I can remember wearing is a size 13 and even then it was stretchy denim and always had that ever so attractive muffintop! I am tired of coasting through my life. I want to know what it feels like to run for longer than a minute and not be ready to fall over from not being able to breathe, I want to know what its like to sit next to my children on a swing set and swing with them, I want to know what its like to have a towel completely wrap around my body, I want to know what its like to go into a dressing room and not want to burst into tears as I try to tell myself maybe if I suck in a little more I can zip these. I just want to live to the fullest. 

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