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Mind racing - cant sleep - Surgery Date Today!!!
Aug 25, 2009
Things in this process that I never thought in a million years would ever bother me are keeping me up at night! I mean what is the point of staying up all night thinking about what date they are going to give me. WHO KNOWS!!!! but thats me. I finally got up and decided to post looking for some words of encouragement because I CANT SLEEP, lol!!!And gosh, if i cant sleep now because of a date, what am i going to be like for the surgery! I mean I pretty much stopped eaching a week before the consult because i was nervous (and with me thats a big deal because never in my life has ANYTHING pulled me away from food. I mean i was even worried about my BMI dropping below 40.
I have so much going on at the end of this month; delievering 2 litters of persians, driving down to Barrie for a night, 2 of my boys start the hockey season ....... and then, Dr. Taylor is booking in the 3rd week of September too ......