Pathetic

Sep 23, 2009

I went to my new doctor. Good news, he will help me the WLS process. Bad news, I now officially weigh 308lb/BMI 47.9. I guess this happens when your trying to not gain weight. Calories in vs. calories out. I shouldn't be surprised, if that worked for me I wouldn't be on this site. Tried not to cry all the way home, now I'm just angry and disgusted with myself. I actually started thinking about the RNY, because it's going to take me forever to save up for the DS.  But... I know the RNY is not for me. I don't know what to do.

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