Hmmm where to begin.
Well I have always been the overweight child with the cheeks everybody loved to pinch.   Cute they always called me as they would pinch my cheeks.

In high school, I lost 30 pounds in 1 month after a mysterious illness would not let me even hold down water.    I could not eat anything at all during that period of time.   I was actually happy with my weight at that time which was about 140 pounds.   After high school in 1991 I went back up to the 170's by partying my freshman year through college and going through a bad relationship in the next year to where I found myself binge drinking and eating out of control to just make it through the day  because I was being drained emotionally, physically and financially.    After that 2 year period leaving the partying and drinking behind I was motivated again to try to get my weight down by controlling how I ate.   Around that time fast food resturants tried to help American's battle the bulge with the low fat meal craze.   I joined that band wagon and several others such as Weight Watches, Nutrisystem, Jenny Craig.   I also worked out like crazy almost living in the gym.       Yo yo weight loss occurred for the next 4 years with my average weight being 175 lbs until March 1998 when I moved to NY.    I gained 14 pounds in one month.

I got pregnant in April 1998 and my pre-pregnancy weight and delivery weigh never changed.   I weighed 199 pounds.   I did not gain weight during my pregnancy because I walked every single day for 2-3 hours on average due to lack of transportation.   The next year was the death of my child's father - February 28, 1999.     Everyone was so worried about me being depressed that they hovered around me 24/7.   It seemed like every weekend involved dining out.   I guess my family and friends figured that being out and in merry situtations would help me. 

In 2000 I was diagnosed with Hypertension.   By 2001  I struggled to stay awake in class as I started a crash course to finishing college.     I went to school full-time and did work study part-time, plus cared for my child.    To stay awake, I ate and drank moutain dews and cokes like water.     Nothing worked and I was steadily gaining weight.  Before I knew it I had ballooned to my all time height weight of 256 pounds.   My doctor finally sent me for a sleep study and I was diagnosed with Severe Obstructive Sleep Apena and Narcolepsy.

Foward to 2006 I got my weight down to 223 lbs.   I was working out and doing Weight Watchers once again.    Then I changed careers and took a desk job.     Also my narcolepsy was getting worse.      To try to stay awake once again the soda habit and eating habit became my fix.

So here I am back at 256.

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