my first blog after like 4 months

Jan 02, 2010

hello public  hows it going for u guys well i hope,lol well today it is now 2010 january like 3 im still onna diet 5 shakes a day 2 green salads ive lost a good 100 pounds  maybe more in counting on my next weigh in i will know if  or when the big date will be ive been on and off my diet on x-mass and new years day i find it so hard to  bring back the fury of the diet master im trying really hard to get back in that real state of mind that i call in the zone once again but sometimes i cant stop myself from grabbing that  cookie off the table and eating it i guess i have a sickness or  maybe im just so used to being greedy that its a reflex if i see it when food is out of sight or smell i can keep it out of mind im on a count down to the 6th too get  my final weight  to see if i  grad the lifstles program hell its only been like  a year since i joined hahaha well this is my captains logg  4 today kirk out and beam me up scotty bye

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