Surgiversary!!!

May 04, 2010

Wow, it has been a year today that I tool control of my life and joined the loser's bench.

Here is a post I wrote for my blog!


As many of you may or may not know, 12 months ago (today)  I had weight loss surgery. Click here to see more about that. Well since having weight loss surgery I’ve lost 155 lbs. Yes, 155 big ones. I was literally carrying around another person. Hard to imagine that now but, losing 155lbs has been an amazing experience for me, and with this experience has come some awesome “Wow” moments.

Now, the “Wow” moments listed below may seem juvinille and minor to some but, for me, they are amazing and joyous.

Here are just a few of my wow moments:

  • Walking a flight of steps without being out of breath – this is a task that we do daily but, for me it was something I dreaded as I knew I would be out of breath before I hit the last step. Now I take the stairs instead of the elevator every chance I get. I can even run the steps and not get winded.
  • Wearing a suit and heels to work – I was never a suit person, still not but, my mom gifted me with a gorgeous black suit that I paired with heels for our company’s holiday party. For me this was major because no one at my job had every seen me in a suit and I felt comfortable and confident  in it and the heels didn’t hurt my feet. lol
  • Flying in an airplane without having to have a seat belt extension or inconviencing my neighbor – OMG!!! I use to be a nervous wreck when it came to flying not because of the fear of flying but the fear that I didn’t fit in the seat or that I was smushing my neighbor. I use to get looks of relief when I passed empty seats on the plane. Well when I went to LA for “The Makeup Show” that fear came back. I knew I had lost weight but I was still scared I wouldn’t fit. Well I  fit,  without having to have a selt belt extension and friends the tears began to flow. I cried so much that the flight attendants and passengers all stopped to offer assistants even after I told them the tears were from joy.
  • Fitting and shopping for regular sized clothes – not in the plus sized or “Women” section but, the regular ladies clothing area. I’ve been heavy my entire life so paying extra and shoping for clothing in the back of the store has always been the norm so, when I walked in Old Navy a couple weeks ago and tried on a few items, and they fit. I squeeled like a kid and the flood gate of tears began, again.

These are just a few of my ‘wow” moments and although I still have about 80 lbs to shed to be at my target weight. I’m feeling good, healthy and happy about my decision to take control.  Having weight loss surgery is not the easy way out. Trust me when I tell you, it is probably harder than the conventional way. There is a lot of physical and emotional stuff you have to be ready to deal with. Example, you have to know that some days when you look in the mirror your not going to see the weight gone.  Or that there is loose skin everywhere and will require plastic surgery. But if I had to , I would have the surgery again in a heartbeat if it meant I would feel this great.

Here are a few before and after pictures. Can you see a difference?

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2 1/2 months Post-op

Jul 20, 2009

 Hello all, 

Well surgery has come and gone and everything went on very uneventful. As stated before I had surgery on May 4Th and since that time I have lost about 75 pounds. I  haven't been taking pictures like I should because, to me I haven't really seen a big difference. Everyone sees the difference but I don't. 

I have just started eating regularly and I'm still having a hard time getting in all my protein . Its a work in process. I am also not working out like i should because I don't know what to do with my hair.  But, I SO need to get in the gym because my body parts are moving like never before and I would like to combat those moving parts before it gets worse.  (any suggestions would be helpful) 

Other than that I feel back to my old self just without the eating.  I will try to update at least once a month going forward and since I don't have any real photos. I'll update with some soon. 

Have a wonderful day 
Nikkia 

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Liquid Diet (Day 5)

Apr 24, 2009

Hello all,

So I'm on day 5 of this wonderful two week liquid diet and thing are still going well. Being loading up on protein but I still need to work on getting all my water in . Right now I consume about 48 oz of pure water and 24 oz of broth, crystal light, etc.
I went to see my surgeon today for my final follow-up and everything is in order. I was shocked to see that I had lost 15lbs. Yes, 15lbs. So hopefully next week will be good week as well and I hope I can lose another 15lbs. That would be awesome.

Until next time..........

Nikkia
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Liquid Diet (Day 1)

Apr 20, 2009

OK, I have been preparing for this day for over year a now and now my spot on the loser's bench is getting closer to reality.

My surgery is set for May 4th @ 7:30 am and like some I have to do a two week liquid diet.

Well, yesterday was my first day on all liquids and it went well. I thought I was going to be starving but instead I was content and sipped on liquids (protein, broth, water) all day.  I'm not sure if that feeling of contentment came from my hearty "last supper" but I think I'm doing OK.

Any suggestions on how to spruce up my broths?


Nikkia

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