I am back

Mar 06, 2013

Well it has been 5 years 4 months since my surgery, my lowest weight was 168, Jeans 6/8 I could not believe  i had lost that much weight, but here I am 5 years later, and have gained 63 lbscool I ask myself why in the world did I let this happen, I know that I have a food addiction, or I would have not gained weight in the first place, now I have to lose it, so on Monday March 4,2013 I went of solid food, and taking only meal replacements and Protein drink , it must be doing something, I have lost 4 lbs. now I have 59 lbs to go, I am going to do this if it kills me, Yesterday was a bad day for me, course it could be because I had the boys to take care of . and they do get on my last nerve, but they are only 2 and 6, and were stuck in the house because of the snow storm we had yesterday. Now today I do not have kids, and doing just fine. I will make this. I just need to keep my demons at bay, I do love food, mostly carbs. and sweets, after this week is over, there will not be any of them for me again. I have to lose this weight before summer,

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Three years later

Oct 31, 2010

Hello friends
     It was three years yesterday that my life was changed, I am so happy that I had my surgery, the only thing I would have changed is I wish I had had it sooner.

I have gained some of the weight back, I was once 169lbs, today I am at 202, My god I never wanted to see 200's but before you know it, it was back.

 I did get up to 211lbs, this made me sick. I did the 3 day pouch test this was hard as I did it over the weekend, with two parties to be at with all the foods I love, I did good,   lost 3 lbs in 5 days . I guess this was better then gaining.

This is a surgery that I will have to remember that I still have to control what I but into my mouth and how much. the funny thing is that when I eat too much food I do not feel good. I know this but still can not stop.
Well last week I took back control of my body and what I am putting into it.

Well I will wish everyone a happy day and thanks for reading. I am going to try to keep up with what is going on in my life as I take the pounds off yet again.
I will not say this is forever because forever is a very long time and anything can happen.

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It has been

Jun 13, 2010

A hard time, I have gained weight, I can eat sugar, which is my down fall, I had the rny so that I could not eat sugar not to eat it, that sucks, I have gained 28 lbs from my lowest, I need to get this under control and soon, I work a lot of hours, so for a fast and easy dinner we eat out or fast food, I am eating too much junk at work, now that I am doing more office work so I am sitting more then when I first started, I am taking on line classes for my associate degree  in health care, we did get a pool up and doing some movement in it but not too much help if I am eating too much,

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I got a Job

Apr 13, 2009

Yea I got a job I am sooo Happy, I know that with out having my RNY, I would never had be able to go back to work,
I start training tomorrow, I will be going back into care giving which is what I know and love, Can't wait,
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I made it to

Mar 29, 2009

my goal of losing 200 lbs Yea I am so happy today , Today my weight is 173 , 2 lbs below what I was shooting for, so from now I will take it as it comes, I am happy with what I have done, any more weight off will just be the frosting on the cake ,
Today I  am 17 months out and everything is going great, I go for my 18 months blood test in a few weeks but sure every thing is going good as I feel great,
I should be hearing from the INS. comp in a few day if they will pay  for my arms to be done, I sure hope they say YES,
I don't know what I will do if they say NO.
my pants size is down from a 3x stretch to a 12 jeans non stretch, and shirts are a Sm or med, from a 3 x,
Yes I love my RNY and would do it all over again,
My only regret is that I waited so long to have it done.
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update on tummy tuck

Jan 20, 2009

Well lets see, I had my TT on Jan, 09,2009 that was a Friday and that night I started losing blood so I had two units of blood and again on Sat another 2 units, Sunday was ok the bleeding must have stopped, but not able to go home until Monday,
Then went I got home I weight more then when I went to the hospital, they gave me so much IV fluid I was full of water, Say the Dr. on Tue he gave me Water pills I took them for three day and went from 201 lbs to 183 as of to day, I still have about  6 lbs to go, Now Monday the 19Th I came down with a fever so off to the Dr, Tue, He took blood and white counts was good and blood count was good, still waiting on labs on fluid that is coming out yet, but he still put me on Two strong antibiotics and this morning I am feeling much better and no fever,
I still have both JP's and the steri  strips are still on and still wearing the binder, ,
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Tummy Tuck

Jan 08, 2009

Well today is my Surgery day I am having a TT, This is just the next step in my journey, I hope that by having this done my back will stop hurting so much I know that I will never be out of pain but hoping for some relief,
I am scared of this surgery more then my RNY and I don't know why but maybe because with this one it is much bigger and that my body once again will be changing shape,
I could not sleep last night for nothing and up early this morning ever thing is ready for me when I get home, Dr, said no stairs for a week so HD brought down a bed for me to sleep on, He is so nice, I love him very much,
Well I am off to the shower write more when I get home, and will be posting pic too,
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looking back

Oct 29, 2008

 Today I am one year out and everything is going great,Looking back over the year so much has changed I am off all my med's other then my Arthritis med's, but no more HB, Diabetes and no more high cholesterol.  My weight has went from my highest of 375 to 196 for a total lost of 178 lbs. my god that is the size of a adult male, well that is what my son in law weights. I went from a size 4 x shirts to a women's lg, or Jr's. XL and my pants from 3 x stretch and not able to wear jeans at all to size 16 non stretch jeans, So yea I   love Dr. McClellan and my RNY, and new body, Well almost, love my new body, I do have so much hanging skin it looks like shit, but I am seeing a plastic surgeon next week to see if my Ins will pay for me to get it off, ,Other thing's that have changed, I am doing more like redecorating my house I can climb up on chairs now, climb up and down the stairs, sit in a booth, not have everyone look at me when I walk into a store or restaurant,I can fit in the airplane seats and the  belts fits with extra strap, go to the movies and fit in the seat with extra room for my purse, get down on the floor and get back up again, I can walk through the stores with out getting tired, I can help hubby in the yard, clean my house with out sitting down every 5 min, I am just living life like a normal person, A person I never thought I could be, I look back and see pictures of my self last year and think my god why did l let my self get so big, what was I thinking,I am also so very thankful for my friends here on OH everyone has been so helpful I love each and everyone of you.  
October 30,2008                                           


9 months out

Jul 29, 2008

Today I am 9 months out and feeling good. the scales has started to move again this month I have lost 6 this months I now weight 219 .OMG the skin it is hanging every where I guess I will have to have that taken care of later.
I have not been drinking much anymore and I think that is what has helped with the scale moving again, I do want to lose 4 more lbs before we leave for our vegas trip. I think I can do that.,
My knee is still giving me problems I see the Ortho Dr. on Friday and see what she has to say. maybe it is time for a knee replacement now.
I am still alittle tired most of the day. I sure hope my Iron is ok. I see Dr. MC. tomorrow I wil let her know how I am feeling and see what she saids.

8 months out update

Jun 30, 2008

Well today I am 8 months out and doing good as far as my food's that I can eat, Nothing bothers me, Now that could be a good thing and a bad thing, Any way I have found that I love Vodka and Lemonade it goes down oh so good,, I am drinking all weekend (not all day) just in the afternoon to evening I might have 3 or 4 glasses (12oz)  each day , I love the way it makes me feel after just one glass, I now know what they are saying about giving up one addiction for another one, I first started just drinking on the weekends now my weekends are starting on Thur. what is next Wed? I can't let this happen to me I need to stop this now, You see I have been So M,O. for so long and have missed out on so much I am afraid that I will go back to my wild ways so to say, My god I am 50 what am I thinking anyway. What I need to do is find myself some thing to do or maybe get a part time job doing something, but what, I don't know
My weight is slowed down to just about a lot I weigh 225 I have lost 150 lbs a whole person which is great, I am off all my meds but just a few that I will always take, I feel great everyone says that I look good , Do I.?
Some days I feel pretty and little sexy and other days I feel like a fat slob I guess my head still needs to catch up with my new body, but when I look at myself and see all the hanging skin I think how wants to see that,
Don't get me wrong I love my RNY and would do it over in a heart beat but the skin has to go, Maybe next year.
I need to join a fitness club and start working out, hey maybe that is what I need? I told HD that when we get back for Vegas in Aug. I was going to join and start working out everyday, and swim and he is ok with that, Hell He does not care what I do or how much  money I spend, 
Well that is my 8 month update, Oh I am wearing a size 16/18 in shorts and  xl in my shirts, I even got myself a new sexy bra it is black and lacy, 
Sexy 






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Golden Valley, AZ
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Surgery
10/30/2007
Surgery Date
Aug 19, 2007
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