snowblindo
2nd FILL
May 12, 2009
I'm pretty sure I'm doing Weill. Problem is, I keep doubting myself. I can't figure out why this is. On the 7Th of May I had my 2ND fill, adjustment. The nurse added 21/2 more C's of fluid but I couldn't even keep water down. So she pulled 1/2cc out. Now I have 4C's in the band. I know I'm pretty tight because I'm having trouble keeping more foods down. So for now I'm sticking to soups and softer things.I have lost 36lbs. in just a little over 2 months now. Everyone tells me that it's great and I'm doing so well but I can't seem to grasp it. I keep feeling like I'm failing or doing something wrong. Maybe I feel like it's not real or that somehow it's gonna end up disappointing me in some way. IDK. All I do know is that I've got to keep plugging away at this. I've been exercising 5 days a week too. Haven't been this week because I'm feeling a little under the weather but I'm determined to get back out to the gym. Say a prayer for me, I'm battling with my own demons!!!
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About Me
Springfield, IL
Location
25.8
BMI
Surgery
03/06/2009
Surgery Date
Jan 20, 2009
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