Sonja G.
need to stop comparing
Apr 23, 2009
So I look at the main forum all the time and I am so bad at comparing myself to other people. But here's my new dilemma, I am getting worried that I am about to stall out. I read all the time how people around the same month as I am stall. I am heading home (to Washington) to see my family in June and I want to lose the extra 16 pounds to my goal weight. I am holding off buying clothes just in case. I need to stop stepping on the scale, I know that I stay the same weight until after my period then I start losing again. I just think maybe I am over thinking this because I am going to see my family and they haven't seen me since surgery. I was 278 when they saw me and I am 180 now. Some of the people that I am going to see last saw me at 294. So I should just be happy right??? Nervous, Scared, worried about stalling.On the positive side My best friend was approved today. I am soooooooooooo (could go further) excited for her, she deserves this. After a little fight with her insurance company they called her today to say she was approved. I couldn't be any happier for her. We always seem to go down the same road in life that's why we are besties and have been for over 15 years.
