Lost 101 lbs

Aug 13, 2011

I remember clearly the day that I first went in for my first weight in.  At Doctor's scale said 245 lbs but I still went up to 247 before I started to loose the 20 lbs required for surgery.  I just came acrossed a picture of me last May.  I just can't seem to view myself that way. 

I'm scared I don't want to go back to that way.  Can anyone give me some feed back on the following:  I have noticed that I can eat more and it seems that I get hungry more and it only has been less than 8 months.  It feels like I have to eating constantly and it scares me.  At times, I feel like my blood sugar drops and I need to eat something fast.  Has this happened to anyone?

I have to constantly weigh myself everyday, because I feel that it is my motivation not to gain weight but I'm flactuating.  I dropped to 144 then next day was 146 the next 147 and up to 148 then go back down to 146.  I wouldn't be surprised that tomorrow I will be up again.  Honestly, it is getting me drepressed.  I would trully want to go down to 125 but if I go down to 135 I will be content.  Don't get me wrong, I feel much better now.  Last weekend I bought myself a pair of pant size smaller than my daughter.  From wearing a size 22 to 9/10 it feels great.

Does anyone understand all of my babble?

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