Emotional battle

Oct 13, 2011

It feels great to have lost so much weight and to hear comments from friend and family that say that now I'm too skinny.  Who understands people, first you are too fat now too skinny? :)  I'm happy that I'm almost at my main goal.  I have gone down from a size 22 to a size 4/6.

Has anyone been dealing with bladder infections?  I have gotten so many since I had the surgery is no longer funny.  The other thing is that I have started to feel like my sugar level drops so much that I have to eat sugars to get it back on.  I don't know if it a sign of Hypoglacymia or what but don't like that feeling. 

And now the other biggy and kind of funny.  I don't have a butt and I have a lot of saggy skin and it hurts when I sit in one position for a long period of time.  I work in an office so I'm sittiting most of the day, then on Wednesday go to school after, last night I wanted to cry because it felt like it was burning (pinching feeling)  Right now I can't afford plastic surgery.  And I just got new medical insurance, I hope that they can approve that as a medical necessety instead of cosmetic.

Any feedback.  I don't regret going thru this because it is the best thing that I have done in my life.  It feels awesome the my 18 yrs old daughter goes thru my closet to wear some of my clothes now.

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